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Disorder (ReIssue)

by Chiasm

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1.
Formula 04:11
FORMULA- kick/snare/kick/release me/no peace/the clones they want to be/ you'll never find in me/they yearn to be the same/ how could they be so plain/ they wanted love too much/ come here and beg to touch/ I'll hold onto the truth/ and grasp onto my youth/ repeated jealous phobia/ I know it's just a formula/ what is normal?/what everyone else is and you are not/what is normal?/what everyone else is and you are not/when will there be something rare/ you know someone has got to care/all that lingers everywhere is never-ending kick/snare/kick/snare/ insert sample here/ i'll never be the same/ i'm left with what remains/of what they thought was lost/ i'll have to bear the cost/for years i tried to do/all that could not be true/ i'll have to learn to be/what lurks inside of me/the way you once were with me then/ reminded me you were a friend/and now that we've remained apart/i've found another's broken heart/ alone i've cried and felt the pain/we'll have through life again, again/ but love will heal our souls at last/and let us live without the past/repeated jealous phobia/ i know it's just a formula
2.
Chiasm 05:43
CHIASM 5.0- can't you see I hold it deep inside/can't you feel the pain you caused in pride/ at the point of crossing over/I sacrificed all there was to be/so what does it mean to you now/ you ran away and kept the hate/avoid the truth escape the pain/repress the past inside your mind/ not the way you planned it to be/and I'm suffering made a huge mistake/you ask how I feel about you/ how can I deal without you/at least I'm alive like you wanted to be/alone like you wanted to be/ alive/the truth is all inside your mind
3.
Transparent 04:37
TRANSPARENT- i feel so out of place/i cannot show my face/how could it be/ there's anyone like me/ they leave me far behind/ i think they must be blind/no one can see/it's like they stare through me/how can you treat the world this way/ watch others suffer while you play/you stare with pure insanity/you missed what's really inside me/ i pass into the other side/where there is nothing left to hide/and i can roam and wander free/ i think i found eternity
4.
Disorder 04:58
DISORDER- time enters space/now is erased/drugs rape the mind/kills all you find/ in a world of disorder i lie awake/knowing there's nothing i can do/in a world of disorder i lie awake/ knowing there's something i can do/take what you love/prey from above/cry as you heal/smile as they kneel/ in a world of disorder i lie awake/ knowing there's nothing i can do/in a world of disorder i lie awake/ knowing there's something i can do/run from the fate/curse as they wait/fly as you're still/ play at your will
5.
Fight 05:19
FIGHT- what do you want from me/what do you plan tonight/ can you see what i can't see/will you put up with the fight/i will remain alone this time/ until i know for sure what's mine/why can't you face the truth/why must you run and hide/ your ego's killing you/i hate your stupid lies/i can't believe what you've done now/ the faith we had can't explain how/your selfish games and cruelty/somehow always comeback to me/ i will remain alone this time until i know for sure what's mine
6.
Liquefy 04:34
LIQUEFY- motionless in time my instincts are a crime/ eventually he'll see it's swirling into me/the air surrounds my mind/ i'm swimming through the sky/ please liquefy my need/ i cannot learn to breathe/can't keep pretending not to hate/ just take me down and shred my fate/this time you've got me bound and tied/ my turn is up, your time to hide/ these anxious ties restraining me/forgive me now i must go free/ i'll liquefy your needs/ you will not learn to breathe/there's no escaping now you see/'cause time is suffocating me/ i cannot learn to breathe/eventually i'll break away/control the gnawing urge to stay/ forgive me now i must go free/i cannot learn to breathe
7.
Isolated 05:17
ISOLATED- isolated /alone apart /i'll never crawl again/ i'll never fall again /until i'm free / here i stand in this room /caged and trapped inside /seems i'm damned to live a lie / unaware of what's outside /should i care /for what's left me behind /and i stare at light that makes me blind / internally there's nothing left for me to be /i'm here alone /and isolated /have no choice but be isolated / struggling left alone apart /pushed aside made segregated/ struggling left alone apart / see i have no choice but be isolated /threatened forced to extract the heart / pushed aside made segregated /have no choice but be isolated /the monsters make me hide / perhaps i'll eat myself alive /internally what is there left for me to be /i can't care for what's left me behind / and stare at light that makes me blind /these broken walls trap me inside /i'm isolated / have no choice but be isolated /struggling left alone apart /pushed aside made segregated / threatened forced to extract the heart /i'll never crawl again /i'll never fall again /until i'm free / and I stare at light that makes me blind /internally there's nothing left for me to be / i'm here alone and isolated
8.
Cold 04:56
COLD- the love I hold inside awaits/held back beyond these icy gates/ and he stares into the space/this will never fall in place/I could never be/ you wanted me to stay inside the world you locked away/the one you've tried to see/ but I won't hide from what could be/the future that was made for me/I don't want to be/ I held your hand to say we had to part this time today/anyone but me/ but now I have no one to hold/this shell I've made has left me cold/Deep inside it's cold/ deep inside it's old/I need you to agree this time it isn't me/and he stares into the space/ this will never fall in place
9.
Enemy 05:43
ENEMY- close your eyes and take me in/the way you know is soon to change/ alive inside the species grows/the silent fate/will dominate/you are your own enemy/ creative evolution/i can see it in your eyes/the way you hold the pain inside your mind/ the hate you hold inside controls your mind/i see/you are your own enemy/genetic revolution
10.
Someone 06:56
SOMEONE- i see you/and i know what to feel inside/for the first time/ and i know/what i need i have/by myself/i am someone/so stop me/so stop me/ so stop me from taking you/so stop me from loving you/ i have all i need by myself/for the first time/ i see you/and i know/what to feel/what i need i have by myself/by myself i am someone/so stop me from loving you/ so stop me from wanting you/ i have all i need by myself/ i am someone/i am someone/all i need i have by myself/i have all i need/ so stop me from taking you/so stop me from loving you/i have all i need by myself/ and i could never feel this way again/you'll never take the pain the way i did/i'll never be the same again/ i couldn't be what i'd always wanted/i am someone
11.
BOUNCING BABY CLONES– Deiner Sterben/ Deine Schuld/ Die Mauese sterben/ Fliegen in die Nacht/
12.
Cryostat 04:56
CRYOSTAT- crawl into the chamber/ smell the death/ eyes gray and brainless/ the smokey cold to fix you/ slice after precious slice i watch you fall apart/ i watch you fall apart/ breed and die/ breed and die/ frozen pieces flopping to cold steel/ your flesh melting on my hands/ discarded sections on glass/ i can see them dying/ crawling crawling crawling for life/ breed and die/ breed and die

about

Chiasm's "Disorder" Album was released in 2001 and put Emileigh Rohn (the principal producer and songwriter) on the map. The Album was featured on the popular TV show Navy NCIS and gained a worldwide following after appearing in the videogame Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines. The track "Isolated" has been streamed on YouTube over a million times and has almost 1.5 Million Spotify streams.

The rerelease was completely remastered by Jean-Marc Lederman (Fad Gadget/The Weathermen)

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From Emileigh:

"I never would have imagined 20 years ago that we'd have a reissue of Disorder, my first album on COP International, so far in the future! I'm incredibly grateful to the fans, especially those who discovered my track, "Isolated", on Vampire the Masquerade or NCIS for their adoration and persistent encouragement.

The remastering by Jean-Marc Lederman (Yes: We have another project called "Rohn-Lederman") and updated artwork by Christian Petke/DCore (COP International) really do it amazing justice. There's been so much care and Love put into this release, and it all looks and sounds amazing.. I am thrilled! <3

I recall writing and recording the tracks "Bouncing Baby Clones" and "Cryostat" well before I even created this project as Chiasm. I was living in downtown Detroit, ready to accept that music would become a permanent part of my life. These tracks in particular were super raw, performed often live and originally recorded years before Disorder's first release. I have managed to keep these songs mostly to myself otherwise, and they're finally part of this collection where they belong!!

Finally.. Disorder is on CD once again!! :) :) :)

For the Future: Yes, I am writing and recording new songs alone as Chiasm, and have nearly another full album prepared for release this fall, again on none other than COP International records!! Thank You all again for your continued love and support. We believe in you!

Always;
-Emileigh

credits

released February 3, 2023

All songs written, programmed, performed and produced by
Emileigh Rohn.

Guitar performed by B. Johnson.
Recorded in MausHaus Studio 1997-2000.
Remastered by Jean-Marc Lederman in 2022.
Artwork by Christian Petke/DCore.

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Chiasm Detroit, Michigan

Chiasm is a solo industrial-influenced electronic project from Detroit, MI created by Emileigh Rohn. She has recently finished writing and recording a new full-length album, "Zone" for release in 2024 and has made the collaborative project "Rohn-Lederman" her main focus in the past years with a new album there in progress!! rohn-lederman.bandcamp.com ... more

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